Thursday, March 10, 2005
6:49 PM
today was a really bad day...thought all the bad things was over and i am not goin to be so sad le...but,something happens again....
woon yah,i noe this is not ur fault.u do not need to say sorry to me k?at first everything was plan properly next week.wat we doin and where we goin...but now,the plan was like...i also dunno how to say...it will only make me more sad...and is jus because of tt idiot lim......okok i also dunno wat to do...then today wy cry on my shoulder......do u noe tt time i was really controlling myself?but luckily i controlled......but outside my house,cannot take it le then burst out......how? now still crying...dunno until when then ok?tml ready to see my eyes swollen......
then today wy and kenneth so bad......push me to tt guy....still got to go wit him...oh my god...i am feeling so bad still wan me to go with him...i am not goin to say much because i scared later he see......if really wan to noe wat happen,come find me and there is a long story to go......
then kor u dun sad sad le......its not ur fault......who ask u so shuai?so many girls fall on u...haha...its really not ur fault and dun blame urself k?then i sad k le...u happy...i am not goin to share with u because i dun wan to see u hurt......
jie really ok?mei so worry for u...feel anything mus tell me k?will always lend u my shoulder like today......then we will cry together and laugh together......promise...sister forever~dun think much le......but sorry i cant promise u......i will still cry...see if it will make me feel better......
i am now really sad....jus cannot describe...nvm i sad then ur happy......love u lots kor and jie!jia you k?dun think much le......
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Name: TungYuTing
Age: 16
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