Saturday, June 11, 2005

2:48 AM

Its 2am now...feel really tired...but i jus cant slp and feel like saying everything out...but there is no one for me to say to...and tis causing my heart to drop off soon...


Lets tok bout the day before first...went to dance cip...and finally so long...i noe wat is called hungry...cant wait to eat...dying frm eating...hehe...and was really shagged yesterday...both my legs were numb...really pain...but luckily today was better...


And today...wake up so early to open door for lynn..after tt...cant wait to head back to my dreamland again and let lynn do wat ever she like...and in the afternoon...went to meet all my friends for lunch and all tt...and headed home...but i found out tt no one is at home to open door for me...so i go to lynn hse...


And waited for wy's call to go for alice bbq pit...so we meet and headed for pasir ris park...once we reach there...we sit on the sand and stare hard into the sea...i feel so bad...really bad...


Then after tt..all was having fun at alice party...it was a nice one..feeling so touched when she opened the present we gave her...really glad to see her so happy...


And jus before...i think 15min ago...i receive an e-mail which i waited for quite a few days...i feel bad...do u noe everything?wat has happen to me the past 3 mths?izzit because of tt?does it cause me all tis?should i change?i should but how am i goin to?its difficult...but do u noe when u tell me all tis u do hurt me alot?its really hurting and i noe i cant tell anyone...only keep it to myself because it will only caused others to worry...there is jus so many question flowing in my head...i really dunno...goin mad...wanna cry out...and u didnt answer the question i gave u...are u scared?izzit true for u?i think it is because the way u tell me and i feel quite disappointed on u because i have been under u for 6mths already...


Cant slp...jus cant forget the the way u write..its appearing in my head...i dunno how to tell u...and i dun think i will tell u or trust u...so sorry...and i am thinking of how to reply u...


Got to go and do my things already...meeting lynn and clarice in the morning...but do i have the mood to go out?nvm...ur guys jus enjoy the weekends and dun care bout me...nite nite and take care...

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Name: TungYuTing
Age: 16
Location: Taiwan>Singapore Loves: Myself Hates: You

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