Tuesday, August 23, 2005

12:26 AM

Its like 12 am now....and i am damn damn tired...but i jus cant get myself to bed...there is jus so many things for me to think and worry about...


First...got back my eng...y?y?it is not the marks i want...its not wat i dream for...i really dunno wat to do...and the feeling...i jus cant describe...its like the impact of a huge rock hitting onto the earth...how i wish i am drifting bout...drift to the place tt is surrounded wit devils...devils there to torture me...its my second time in life...and after the first i thought it will nv goin to happen again...but...it happened...i flung my eng...i told mummy...altough she didnt say anything...but i can feel tt i hurt her...i disappoint her...and tis is wat i nv wish to do...but i did...


And worry...bout...yes u...i dunno y...i jus felt tt i cause u everything...and i am scared...scared tt sth is goin to change...and its jus like its comin soon...maybe change for a better is gd for u?or u should jus re-consider everything...sorry...its all my fault...sorry...


Bout wy...how i wish to tell u everything...tell u how i feel...but i jus cant...i got to keep it to myslef...i dun wan u to get worry or have any mood swings....becuz its the most important part of ur life now... nvm...dun worry...i am ok..i am fine...maybe will only tell u after u finish everything...and u are goin to leave in bout 2 mths time...haix...jus jia you for everything...i will always be here...and u will sure land on the place u wan...nv give up...


Didnt have dance today...instructor is sick...so i headed to sya hse to do my geog project...and thanks god...its 9/10 done...there is only abit more left for us to do...tml a tiring day?i dunno..there is leadership training and dance...dance...dun really feel like goin...we are jus like the props tt are put behind...no one will ever notice us..


And i got to tell ur ppl sth..beware of the ppl around ur k...when someone say how pervert others are...they are autually the most pervert one..i came across tis 1 friend today...and tis friend ur noe...i believe...and ur will get so shocked if i tell ur wat tt person do...but i will jus shhhhh!!!jus becareful...u cant judge the person jus by outside...and tis warning is for boys...


I amf eeling very irriatated now...also dunno y...nvm...its geog time...and i make sure my head burst...but i think i will doze off...hehe...okok...everyone slp tight and see ya in few hrs time...=)

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