Tuesday, August 09, 2005

3:48 PM

Its national day today...but yesterday was sort of a bad day...ya...a bad one..dunno y...my mood jus dun seem to be the way i used to be...but dun worry...i wun show it out...i will still laugh as usual...


First was the rain in the morning...it makes my heart rain too...next was the speech day...i really dunno wat to do after u tell me how u feel...izzit wrong to treat everyone equal?and get so fustrated when i couldnt find my wallet...and i waited for like an hour to see my wallet in sight...


So after tt,i was pulled to tm...get so..errrrrrrr...abital was not in a gd mood...i believe she dun wan me to say out...so i shhhhh!!so after having wat they suppose to do...i went home...home...where i will be all alone at...its so nice to be alone...no one to tok to u when u are down...


After tt,i receive a call...i was shock...y mus u hurt her?one of the person i love the most in my life...y?how i wish i am not related to u...she love u so much yet u jus give her tis type of attitude...do u ever think and noe how she feel?she is cryng inside...she tell me before...how she wish to let u off and go on ur way 1 day...but she cant...she jus pull u back and hold u tight...keep u by her side...she dun bear to let u off...she always think tt u will change..so she keep giving u chance...but once and once...u disappoint her...i noe u will see tis post...but maybe u dunno i am refering to u...u not only hurt her...but so many ppl ard..tell u...some of them had already give up on u...and i was thinking tt too...i dun have any hope in u anymore...hopefully tt day will nv happen...so pls...think and look at urself...reflect...always think u are alone...very lonely...then wat we are?transparent to u?


And luckily,u didn't faint...otherwise i dunno wat to do...and i reveive the mail u sent me...its so sweet...hehe...and to me...its the same towards u...dun worry...i am alright...really ok...so smile more...and the day will shine...=)dun faint arh...haha...


Cuzzie...really had a nice chat wit u...the difference is...i got to pay the bill tis time round..and cant really express my feeling...hope tt i will nv got to pay my bill and u will see my feeling throughout...tml meeting all of them...hahahaha...cant wait...i miss ur...


Listening to lots of song tis few days...making myself more depressed...how i wish those lyrics apply to some of them...izzit better if i dun exits?wasting others love...wasting all the resource on earth...i make ppl suffer,i make ppl pain...


I miss you...dun forget our promise...it will be deep in my heart...no matter whr u are..dun forget how much i love u...and i will always be there waiting for u...

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Name: TungYuTing
Age: 16
Location: Taiwan>Singapore Loves: Myself Hates: You

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