Saturday, August 20, 2005
11:42 AM
Wah...time flies...by right,common test had finish...hope i am doin and coping well...really hope i do...and the result will be out on mon...i think...really wan to see the marks tt i wish for...
Alot of things happen tis week...and i dun noe if its pleasant for me...but i thinks is pleasant for those who hate me...and those things jus remind me tt i have done so many wrong things...how bad am i...
Why ur treat me so well?i dun deserve it...dun deserve the love by ur...i make ppl suffer...i make ppl getting worst...bout her telling me all the things,i feel bad...or rather i think is true...its all my fault...all..and y ur still dun think so...let me tell ur now...it is mine...blame me...all those things didnt came across my mind until tis week...wat am i doin?i really wan everyone to go for a better...but i am always making everyone worst...besides sorry i cant say anything...sorry...
And i wun tell anyone..never...becuz i dun wan ur to get worry and frustrated over me...its not worth at all...i will try my very very best to show my laughter out...how happy i am right....never goin to say how pain i am deep inside...the cut i have...the blood tt dripped...and the tears i dropped...there is no way for it to cure again...never..even if its cured...there will be a scar...an ugly scar...how i wish i jus disappear or others jus run away frm me...dun come near me...i am bad...a bad person tt u will nv wan to noe...i will go to the place tt no one noes me...to the place whr i can get my punishment...i am willing to take any as long as ur are ok...really...and sorry...
Ok...lets tok bout wat happen for others...i got so many hw...so so so many...geog project...erm...half done...and others like sbl...wah...haven even touch and other more...haix...so there is no way i can do....but only to stick my head into the books...and i am selected for the dance...wat else can i do?now busy chossing costum...there is practice for all the next week expect for next thur...and thur i got maths...haix...so next week will be really really busy...
And bout today...ok for me...but tired...and lynn arh...dun anyhow say i 'hei show'later other mistaken...then how i explain they also dun believe...
Goin back to books now...books...the world tt will make me slp..nite everyone and take care...=)
