Tuesday, September 13, 2005
8:30 PM
Erm...term 4 starts...and i believe it will be a total hard term for me...it consists of only 6 weeks...and got the timetable for exam today...its about only 27 days...do i have time?i dun think so...really mus bug up...really...
Ok...so for today...quite ok at the starting of the day...but after sbl...no more...i am not fine...not at all...went for sbl...its jus a hard time for me...but i cant do anything but jus to keep quite...i still can take it...dun worry...so i jus stand there and let u finish wat u suppose to complete...but u noe every word u say...u are cutting me in my heart?and even u...as my friend agree wit wat she said...u told me all the things...do u noe its so hurting?i cried...but not much see...after all...i thought i could go home and hide myself...but who noes...i reach the gate...miss lee came and tok to me...wat she said was wat i heard few mins ago...and i really dunno wat to do...watever it is...the whole conclusion is...its all my fault...i cause u all tt...i influence u...nvm...jus let them say...i cant do anything...but i will jus accept...
So after tt...i tok to jg...and we finally got a solution to wats goin to happen tml...i went back school and get the papers frm ur team members...and went back to mac to re-write ur draft for u...exactly 4...abital and i was so impatient...and now..i jus receive tis msg tt abital has type finish all 4...all...but still worry...tml u will pass up...and hope everything will be so fine...jus dun let her find out tt we lying to her...orelse...we will jus be so dead...really dead...
And i look back...it all jus started frm miss ***...u hurting me indirectly...i dunno wat to say...but ur mouth is jus so big...u tell everyone...and mr *** said tis when i walk pass...ur outcome is like tis when u nv turn up...wat is tis?i hope i hear wrongly...haix...
And its the 5th mth tis fri...wah...cant believe it...make it to so long...and tis is the toughest mth tt we had gone through tis while...i dunno wats coming next... but nv give up...even if we meet any obstacles...we jus hold on to it k...i will jus be here...
Now goin to study...i think if i can...and after all...i am jus gonna hide myself...hide myself whr no one see...kk...dun worry so much...i am fine...
