Friday, October 21, 2005
11:42 PM
Why am i still here posting blog...i thought i am suppose to be gone...jus gone like tt?been asking myself...y isnt there any peace for me or us in life?is my life goin to be like tt all along as i grow?if it really is...then i find no reason for me to live now...its all meaningless...i thought everything was over like wat i said in the last post...but things came worst than before after the next day...problems come after another...i noe...ppl always tell me...in life..both of ur will meet obsticales and got to overcome together...but i think the obsticales tt we faced are much more than the normal ppl...haix..
Sorry...besides sorry...i only can say sorry...i did alot of things these two days...which i promise i will nv ever do in my life...i *** myself...and i tried ******* across the road...u mus think i am crazy right?ya i am...i dunno wat am i doing...my soul is drifting and floating bout in the air...sorry ppl who have make ur worried and angry...sorry..if ur see tis post...i dun wish ur to ask me anything...jus see it and forget it...sorry for wasting so much of ur time to read tis thing...i am jus so hopeless...sorry...sorry...
And at tis moment..i received tis call...since ur dun give me a chance ..i dunno wat to do...instead ur force me to the path to hell..haix..thank you..thanks for reconsidering...
I am lack of tears...there is nth much for me to drop anymore...been crying exactly 2 full days...like wat abital tell me...love is a type of power...we cannot give up..there is jus tis devil who wans to test our patient by giving us lots of troubles...but we mus not admit to it and prove them wrong...
"work together for out future to be bright and there is two of us standing together in the end"who said tt before?
Sorry...sorry and sorry...even though i am not ok..i will try my best to act ok...dun wan to make ur worry...sorry...
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Name: TungYuTing
Age: 16
Location: Taiwan>Singapore
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