Monday, February 27, 2006
9:49 AM
Its so so so tired today..still feeling tt stress..and school jus ends at round 6 as i got the cheer to rush..i think its like almost done and they jus need to buck up abit more..thanks to all the guys and girls..thanks for the big favour by dacing for the competition..really..and competiton is on fri..mus win arh becuz we work so hard on it..thurs will repeat the same thing and finally comes fri..
There will be d and t and geog test tml..and had study d and t but not geog..so later got to go back to my books..hope tt tml can come home early and rest for jus a day...and maths teacher was away for 2 weeks..and i dun even understand wat the teacher is teching now..errrrrrr.....
Today also receive my holiday assignment for geog..its like so long..but seriously..very easy..hehe..and i am waiting..wait and wait to pass up my geog project tml..geog project is the project tt occupies 5 of my weekends..hehe..and the whole class was send for dentention becuz we went up the sci lab late..nvm..tts jus 2/9..hehe..was suppose to have sci spelling today..but mrs lau forget..and after lesson..someone reminded her..and tts jus 2/9 our class,our life..
Also feel really bad for my dude 'ppl'..wat the..she got to go for bms jus becuz of tt and maybe need to do public apology..seriously..i am standing on her side..i dun find she did anything wrong..nvm..all the friends here will hlp u..dun cry k..if wan..i lend u my shoulder..hehe..so mushy..
Often sit and think..i learn sth from the past few months and tis makes me change my view towards different ppl..we really cant judge a person towards his or her outside..its really not accurate..i feel very bad when i used to do tt last time..a person may be so nice and be so kind but his appearance makes us change..or maybe someone acts so kind outside but was not actually wat it is suppose to be..and now..i think i will do sth about it by..erm...erm..i will think about it..hehe..i noe ppl will have comments towards me..but i will jus listen and let it be with a smile..i cant say anything..its ur opinion..and tts makes ur happier..ur happy then its fine..
Also feeling damn frustrated..on one hand school..the other hand..family in taiwan..i heard tt granny's health was not in a gd condition..but when i ask my parents or wat..they will jus say its ok..i jus got a feeling tt they are keeping sth frm me..really..got the strong strong feeling..granny..i will really be here praying hard for ur health..anything musn't happen in u..
Really dunno wat to say..so damn frustrated..and didnt wan to share my feelings with everyone tt i care or love..becuz i dun wan them to get worry and i wan them to be happy..not the same way as me..its like so wat if everyone is so happy and i tell them how i feel it will spoil the atmosphere...nvm..see tis post and forget it..haix..so long nv right a long post already..nvm..really wordless now..only word..frustrated..book i am coming!
p.s:happy 14th birthday to kenneth lay,joelyn and zul..wishing ya all the best in life..=)
