Wednesday, September 19, 2007
7:45 PM
Unpleasant week
Alright,I am back blogging again!I guess this has been the most busy week for me as exams are just round the corner and all the teachers are rushing through the revision and topics.I am going to study real hard as I've gone through lots of tests this week and i had realise that there is really a big difference if we study.
However,I have to say this week wastn't a pleasant week for me.Although i may look happy but i am actually super frustrated inside.I cant show it out because i know mummy is like more frustrated than me.Not that i dont want her to worry but i cant show it out orelse she will not tell me anything anymore.So,she will feel worse if she keep everything to her.To her,i guess i am a daughter who thinks positive and happy-go-lucky everyday.But,i do have my bad days too.
So whats the source of frustration?
I am going to shift house soon due to some things happening.We will shift like right after exam i guess.Lots of things to do and its really a tough time to packed all my stuffs.I am sad leaving this house because i had YI who have always been my bestie and best neighbour who lives just right beside me.Not next block or something but same block,same floor and we only realise it when i have shift here for 3 years.There wont be anyone to wake me up, go to school everyday and going home together taking the same bus, same lift.No one to talk to at night when we want something from each other.Not being emo but when i heard about it,i cried!Haha!Like how funny right.Now i know how important she is to me.Anyway,our friendship will still stay as strong as before!Guess we should compose a song just like how Ella miss her Qiang Qiang.Haha!
Next source of frustration which is not comfirmed yet.But if it is,i will be losing my godmum when i dont want to.Hope she will stay strong and i believe she will overcome all the illness and bacteria in her body.Go!Go!Go!
No more about sad stuff.
2/9 chalet is coming again.Oh yeah!Its my best class ever and i miss it super duper much!Should start planning after the exams.I am excited for it!
Alright.Saw something which makes me curious just now.Should see how things go tomorrow and for you and your,do watch out for what your doing.Trust me,your will regret it because the way your are doing it just make me feel so digusted.
Eyebags are visiting me again.Counted if i were to miss 4 hours of sleep everyday from the starting of the year,I will need one and a half month in order to sleep back.Like how amazing right.Haha!I need sleep!
Off to books.Hopefully by blogging here everything will makes me feel better.Now,just hope that i will move somewhere near to my area and hopefully,i will feel better for the remaining week.
Bye lovelies!
